Pain or Paint

wow...yesterday it was quite fun.  I went to play paintball with some friends and co-workers yesterday.  Talk about pure action.  I was seeing paintball wheezing by me and I got shot and left some bruises on my legs.

I was surprised about the terrain though...lots of boulders and rocks!!  Compared to LI one i'm used to, this one really made running and dodging pretty difficult.  If you are up in the hills you have an advantage, but MAN!! 

Also I was really upset during the game when some of the players on the other team were CHEATING!!  I mean...I saw them get shot in plain sight.  I was yelling..."HEY!!  Get off the field!!  You're out!!"  Then few seconds later, I noticed the mark was gone on the guy I shot...

I was like WTF!!!!  Several other guys on my team had same sentiments and it somehow ruined the fun later on...

Well...I have a sprained ankle and need to get it treated soon.  it's all swollen.

sigh...  Well...life goes on I think. 

nihongo o benkyo shimasho!!

Yay...

Well...learning Japanese is pretty damn hard!!  I mean...I have to learn the sounds and all.  But I got this software called Rosetta Stone and boy it's kinda fun.  There are bunch of flash cards and it gives you a visual comparisons. 

I heard this software is pretty good so I'm giving it a try now. 

I hope to become Japanese by next year.  yeah right!!  ha ha...who am I kidding... 

So you left God?

I have a Facebook account(I will not post that here for now).  There was a formal church member who I knew in Buffalo, NY.  She sent a message about how I was doing.  In the beginning it was ok.  We sent messages to each other.  Then I told her I don't go to that church anymore and that's when it all began.

She asked in plain words, "So you left God?"  "Do you mind me asking why?" 

In my mind, I wanted to scream at her and let her know THAT'S the reason why I've left THAT church in the first place.  I've deleted her account from Facebook as I don't consider her as my friend anymore.  Nor do I want to keep in touch with any of them.  Who does she think she is?  God?!  How can she say such things to me that I left God?!!"

I was feeling tension and felt upset and angry and furious.  Past hurts and pains have resurfaced again.  I thought I could still keep in touch with them, but it turns out that they've not changed their prideful ways.  So I will continue to stay away from them.  I've made some good friends there, but I've let them all go because of what happend. 

I will NEVER go back!! 

long tiring day, but with good ending..

My dad called last Tuesday..(Kinda translated)

Dad: Hey son, could you come by this Saturday and help us out?

Me: Yeah...sure...what am I doing?

Dad:  Just moving some top-soil for our garden.  We have already ordered them...  It's not much

Me: (reluctantly)...  It's not much?

Dad: It's gonna just take two hours...don't worry

Me:  Ok...sure I will come by

Well...it turned out to be alot because when I got there...there was a HUGE pile of top soil..  I ended up doing shoveling and moving them to the garden area all by myself...  because parents were at their store until 5pm.  I spent about 5 hours doing that today. 

There was also a pile of mulch next to it bigger than the pile top soil, but he said he was going to take care of it little by little during the week so I didn't think much of it. 

Then...when they came home around 5:30pm...(after I cleaned up their house...)

Dad: Hey son, could you move the mulch to the back while I level them out?

Me: (realizing the inevitable...) Yea.. sure...

Dad: You tired? 

Me: No...of course not...(I wanted to drive home at this point...)

Too tired to do anything....why me...

However, I guess they felt bad about what they had to put me through.  So after that...Mom made good Korean noodles for me that was YUM!  I think I'm such a simpleton... getting excited about little food like that.  Mom you are the best!!! 

I think in my last life, I was a farmer.  (I don't believe that, but you never know...)

Currently Gaming Super Paper Mario By Nintendo see related

WHY ME!!

I have to say...commuting from my new place is short and sweet!  Although, it can get a bit loud at times on the way home...

In case in point... 

I wanted some peace and quite one night on the way home, listening to my iPod, when this lady (pretty cute looking I might add) was on the phone cursing and saying some weird stuff (definitely NOT attractive at this point)

I thought she was drunk, maybe she was, but she sure didn't sound like it.  Well...everyone in that car thought she was nutty. 

Anyway...there was this old man sitting across from her trying to calm her down and by discussing some little things here and there, they ended up talking about politics.  WRONG MOVE OLD MAN!!

She was cursing more the louder and people around her were giggling and laughing.  She was talking about end of the world and how government is trying to control you and stuff with 666 on their forheads...  I couldn't stand it...I started to blush because of how obnoxious she got.  I wanted to go to another car, but seats were packed and I did NOT want to give up my seat.  WHY IS THIS HAPPENING!!  I thought Port Washington line is supposed to be quiet and nice!!  WHY DO I GET THESE OBNOXIOUS PEOPLE!!!  WHY!!! 

Also, there was one time I got off because the announcement said "Little Neck", but it turned out to be "Douglaston" I was like...ahh!!  I jumped right back in the train...sheesh...what the heck is going on!!